Truth.

hi.




it's been a while.




i don't even know where to start. as determined as i was before, as strong as i was, many things that happened during the period between this post and the last brought on the fact that i was human much more than ever before. i was reminded of my frailty and the fact that nothing is perfect or could ever be. once again... i had met the dark period of emotional distraught that i had once been in during my earlier years. i was broken for a while.


each day passes by with a stony reminder of the dark side of humanity i had experienced and that i had not been strong enough to govern myself against its' harsh currents. but i picked myself up. it took me a longer time than i had expected but hey, matters of the heart and emotions never abide by the laws of time do they? i'm putting one foot ahead of the other and if i keep doing so, i'd be able to go for miles in time.


i'm fine.



i have been doing so much these past few months - but the most important thing im happy to report now is that im still the same person as i was before, still holding my own and searching for that golden path through life. i want to thank my wonderful friends who were there for me when things seemed so bleak that i could barely get myself out of bed. you guys are my guiding light when i couldn't find my way out of the tunnel. i love you so much! i'm fine now. im grateful for those milkshakes, hugs, chocolates, flowers and the love. no matter how difficult things were for me then, im the person i am now because of the support and the love i felt from you.

Thank you.





I am fine now.