I mean not to be worrisome and needy all the time....
but i miss my fluffykins so much...
and it's only been 3 days....
sigh.
i really feel like crying now =(
originally it wasn't so bad, in fact i even proudly told him i would be TOTALLY fine without him and would be having so much time to myself now that i don't have to rush back home after work to spend endless hours talking to him instead of doing beneficial things like getting my computer keyboard fixed or sending Chloe and Ginger to the groomers or SHOPPING (can you believe that... i sacrificed SHOPPING). And i was doing all great, having gone on my own little vacay with my family as well just before his.
But as the days go by at a glacial pace, i find myself wondering what day it is and how long it is till i can laugh and smile with my loveling again. It's as if time goes by so much slower when you're not enjoying life with the one you love. I mean not to induce any pain to anyone by saying that, it is merely my own observation about how the mechanics seem to work in MY life.
Anyways, I feel incredibly solitary and lonesome, as if one half of me is missing and i keep looking around as if my body cannot help but search for its missing partner, hoping that i can find him though we are always oceans apart.
Sigh.
but i miss my fluffykins so much...
and it's only been 3 days....
sigh.
i really feel like crying now =(
originally it wasn't so bad, in fact i even proudly told him i would be TOTALLY fine without him and would be having so much time to myself now that i don't have to rush back home after work to spend endless hours talking to him instead of doing beneficial things like getting my computer keyboard fixed or sending Chloe and Ginger to the groomers or SHOPPING (can you believe that... i sacrificed SHOPPING). And i was doing all great, having gone on my own little vacay with my family as well just before his.
But as the days go by at a glacial pace, i find myself wondering what day it is and how long it is till i can laugh and smile with my loveling again. It's as if time goes by so much slower when you're not enjoying life with the one you love. I mean not to induce any pain to anyone by saying that, it is merely my own observation about how the mechanics seem to work in MY life.
Anyways, I feel incredibly solitary and lonesome, as if one half of me is missing and i keep looking around as if my body cannot help but search for its missing partner, hoping that i can find him though we are always oceans apart.
Sigh.
The most terrible poverty is loneliness,
and the feeling of being unloved
and the feeling of being unloved
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